Possession Disorder
Pr experience possession for the first time when she was in the first
grade of junior high school, when she paid a role as a reog. Afterwards
she experienced the possession disorder many times, even it could happen
many times in a day, and finally she went out from Reog community. After
that, Pr felt that something used to follow her. The moment of
possession used to happen at school. After she experienced possession,
she used to go home.
The early possession occurred because Pr felt annoy with her father when
she was in the Junior High School, the possession disorder used to
happen when she felt hurt, someone made her annoy, her friends disturbed
her, or in other words it can be said when her emotion provoked that
made her cried and sad. The last possession happened when she was in the
Senior High School.
The time when Pr experienced possession disorder, the spirit came inside
to her body and her body differently changed. Sometime a guardian spirit
(good evil) but in another time the bad one came into her body. Pr had
experienced possession disorder such as oppression, but it was different
form possession disorder as usual, Pr opened her eyes and felt like she
was choked and became breathless. She tried to call her mother or
mentioned the name of Jesus but it was hard to utter. Then she could set
her free when she was successful to mention the name of Jesus. According
to Pr, this kind of possession is a possession that hurt herself.
When the possession started, Pr used to realize that she was going to
experience the possession disorder. Because the possession did not
suddenly occur, it started from the right feet that was stiff, then
walked thoroughly all over her body until she fully forgot what happen
to her at that moment.
During the possession process, the behavior shown is like stiff, getting
a fever, fall fainted, running, and the content of speaking changed, it
was different from Pr as usual, the way she spoke and her behavior was
just like a little child and she could know all things that everyone
could not know about. Several disorders also revealed different
personality, such as she mentioned her mba Ika. It seems that mba
Ika was a figure who guarded her and mba Ika could not receive
bad treatment happen to Pr. On the other side, showing the action or
worshipping the wealth of the Goddess, Dewi Sri.
After possession ended and Pr became realized who she was, she used to
feel tired and weary. Pr was still able to see supernatural creatures
and knowing all things that others do not, such as finding talisman
hidden in a house.